The lesson of Stacy

Its still cold but I saw a spider today in the corner of the bathroom. It was one of the long legged spiders with just a little bead of a body. I tore off a corner of the benadryl box and urged it on figuring since it was going up to 50 today, i would place him safely outside.

The spider became nervous and scampered up my arm. i became nervous to have a spider on my arm and flicked it off. And then i could not find it. It will find it and probably bite me in my sleep.

I thought of Stacy then, and how through all my care and caring and phone call returning she ended up being the spider that bit me in my sleep.

If i find that spider tomorrow, i will kill it immediately.

I forgot that i had this blog

and here you are 'ol bloggy bloggy blog all the way from 2005. i see not much has changed....i must work on that.

Faith

I have been making madonna pictures.  I am making them for her. Whomever the "She" is that I spoke to when I was a little girl. 

She helped. I would have never made it out of my childhood with out her.

All these years, I have tried to be a good atheist. Except for her, its not a religion, nothing canned like that. 

It is a feeling.